Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Mid-Week Words



from the Journal, entry dated 1.29.14-
I was reminded as I made a complete and utter mess out of myself that I should go with my instincts, because nine times out of ten they will not lead you wrong.
That's what I love about witchcraft. The teachings of responsibility and the importance of knowing yourself.
The year is off to a trudging start, but I am proud of myself regardless. Ideas flow and consume, are born and take flight every single day.

from L.A.P. Book 1, opening chapter-
"Lily, you can't do this. You have to walk away. They will kill you, please, you don't want this Lily. You don't."
He was already on the pleading stage of bargaining as my heart beat raced. His voice usually resorted to begging when my heart beat raced too quickly from resting to holy shit active. This was a normal fear response for someone with my condition. I was not supposed to operate heavy machinery, or drive within a few hours of an episode if possible. I followed the rules. I also went out hunting for monsters every single night.

This was not part of the rules. 

4 comments:

  1. Oh Lily. I love her, so so much. "I clearly have a mental issue of some sort, but I don't see how vampire hunting could make it worse in any way whatsoever" ._____.
    <3 x

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    1. I realized just how stubbornly dumb Lily could be when I started writing Eve xD Lily is more about doing the right thing than the smart, Eve is much the opposite.

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  2. You always have a knack for catching my eye with your writing even if I have no idea whats going on yet ...

    and I really want to hug the kitty :D

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    1. Aw thanks! My spirit animal is a great big jaguar, so jaguars find their way into my personal posts all the time xD. The excerpt is my latest re-write of my very first finished novel that seems to never stop evolving in my head since it appeared on morning when I was 16. I'm glad you like it! :D

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